When I first joined NBC in 2005, I had a dream of going to Iraq and becoming a rising star. It was a formula that had made many other journalists before me leading commentators on world events including Richard Engel and Lara Logan. At that time, young journalists had flocked to the country and were reporting, writing stories, and sharing beers at the end of the day in a camaraderie that I've only seen mirrored in disaster areas and on the campaign trail. And then it got violent, and I still wanted to go, and voiced all my thoughts to a senior correspondent at NBC who was a veteran war reporter and back for Christmas from Iraq. He encouraged me, and I let his words kindle my hope for dreams of adventure and journalistic glory even more.